I don't want to move.
At least, not till I'm out of school. I want to experience walking to STPD - staying there as long as I like, then going back when I want to - for all my schooling years. Maybe I never fully appreciated how good it is to live next to the school. Life is good here.
I don't want to leave my home. My house, white walls and black roof. My home. The ultimate cold, silent queen of houses, sophisticated and proud of all its ghosts and childish murals, courtesy of my siblings and I. A royal mansion of messy homey-ness, cool yet warm with sunlight and dreams. My room still bears the large Scout logo, quill and pawn I pencilled onto its white-washed exterior.
I love where I am. I know I'll have to move someday, but can't it be another day?
But I won't worry. Life goes on. I think I'm not changing schools. There's a positive spin to that.
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My life is made of four-lettered words. Mind,soul,life,love,seek,true,read,bake,food,hair,cold,warm,rock,roll,time, STPD,CHPD,feel,find,hope,kind,give,take,have,hold,wish,pray,fear,kiss,acts,hugs,pain, bite,lift,kick,ring,star,play,name,rose,keep,will,pass,make,hear,blue,hole,veil, line,link,call,wait,stay,tell,king,rule,land,cast,mess,fold,sign,sing,past, fade,cost,last,etc,etc. Feel welcome to add more nice 4-lettered words!
Some Goals I Want To Achieve
- Be a Top 3 student
- Be on the track team
- Have enough persistance to complete all I've started
- Be more outgoing - step outside my comfort zone
- Have an organised room - and keep it organised
- Make people feel better than before
- Have total memory recall
- Not talk so much, and make everything I do say count.
- Be proactive
- Write well enough to please myself
About Me
- Weiling
- Weiling is a Malaysian girl who is fascinated by the night sky and owns a sizeable Stephen King collection. She enjoys rock, alternative, folk, jazz, and occasionally classical/choir/opera music.
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